"For He has made an everlasting covenant with me, Ordered in all things, and secured; for all my salvation and all my desire, Will He not indeed make it grow?" II Samuel 23:5

I am at such a place where I cannot escape. Nor do I want to.

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must i forever behave accordingly to that which is around me? must i conform? must i mold myself to the liking of the eyes that do not really see? to the souls that have never thrived, never flourished with the yearnings for something more? must i suppress my longings? must i be mute lest they silence me themselves? i must forbid myself to hide from the scorn, to run from the hurt. rather, i must embrace it, and so, let it change me as i proclaim my stand. i shall not wither.